Friday, 22 July 2011

I feel so lost. I try doing the things that normally make me feel better, but they just aren't enough. I feel so lost and I'm trying to find a way to stop that and find myself but I can't. I don't want to do anything but sit here and I need my friend right now, because he's basically all I have left and he's not here. I just want a hug and someone to tell me I'm appreciated and mean it.I  feel so empty and lost. I want to be reckless. Jump on a train and go somewhere for a while. Or a plane. Just something out of the blue and to help me remember where and who I am. I feel so alone right now. I always feel so alone. But more now than normal. I want to feel happy again and I want it to last and I want to remember who I am. I just want this all to stop. The crying, the lack of enthusiasm in anything... I want to be as passionate as I used to be and throw my heart and soul into myself rather than others.
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  1. Adriane22 July 2011 at 18:37

    You are not alone Steph, I'll be here for you, always. I'll be here when you need an open ear listening to whatever you have to say even if it's something as short as hi. I'm sure all of this will pass before you know it. You'll be even more passionate than before. Thank you for being here, thank you .

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  2. Steph24 July 2011 at 09:34

    You're a very lovely and talented person, Adriane. Now just move to England and you're all set ;)
    But thank you: it means a lot.

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