and I think myself "what a wonderful world".

I've been really down for a few weeks now, but realising who my real friends has really helped me. I had a good day yesterday (until the evening; let's not go there) and a nice day today. So after going up town with my friend to buy my sister a birthday present, getting to my grandma's and having a shower (she literally has the best shower in the world) and having a nice cold glass of milk (my addiction), I sat at my keyboard and started trying to write a song. I've carried on with what I had before, but there's been a few changes. I found a programme I can download for free which will make it one hundred times easier to write the music to go with it. So I should have a fully written song by next Wednesday. I can download the programme tonight, and spend the next few nights working on it, then stay after college one day and get it onto the official programme and make a backing track! If it's any good, I'll get the recording and upload it to a site so you guys can hear it. But it will require me singing, so it will sound awful. Oh well. As long as it's in tune, that's the main thing!

So a good mood this afternoon, but I also have band tonight so it can all change very, very quickly. We'll just have to see how things go, I guess!